کہیں نہ کہیں 

اس  دنیا میں اب تم رہتے نہیں
  شہر  دل میں بستے ہو کہیں
تیرے چہرے کو مدتوں سے دیکھا نہیں
 پر تیرے نقوش آوازین ہیں کہیں
 
ایک  عرصے سے تو خاموش ہے لیکن
 اٹھتی ہیں یاد کے مندر میں گونجیں کہیں
 
وھی افسانے یاد ماضی کے
 دل اکثر چھیر بیٹھتا ہے کہیں
تیری وہ مسکراہٹ، بھولپن اور نشیلے  نین
 ویسے ہی آنکھوں میں محفوظ ہیں کہیں
 

تم مجھ سے بچھرے تو کبھی بھی  نہیں
  بس میری ذات ادھوری رہ گئی ہے کہیں
 موت  تو ہم کو جدا کرسکتی نہیں
 لازوال تعلق بھی ٹوٹا ہے کہیں
جینا تمھارے بغیر تو کچھ بھی نہیں
 آجاؤ نا لوٹ کر  کہیں نہ کہیں   

INSAN BAN

Hamein Insan paida kia tu jata hai, lekin shayad hi zameen per chalnay wala koi bhi yeh dawa kar sakay kay woh insan hai. Insan iss baat per tu buhut fakhar karta hai kay ussey Ashraf ul Makhoolaqat banaya gaya hai, lekin kia woh iss khatab ka haqdar hai?

Hum nay kabhi socha hai kay kiyun farishton ko Adam (a.s) ko sajda karnay ka hukam hua? jab kay Adam(a.s) ko matti say banay gaya tha aur farishtay ko Noor say banaya gaya tha, tu banawat kay lehaz say tu farishtay - insan say behtar huye...Aur Adam nay phir tu bhi na-farmani ki thi aur farishtay tu iss had tak farmanbadar thay kay unhon nay farman e Elahi per mitti kay putlay ko bhi Sajda kia tha.

Asal baat yeh kay hai Farishtay, insan ko daikh kar dang rah gaye thay. Unhein ALLAH ki takhleeqi salahiyat per koi shak nai tha, magar woh hairan iss baat per thay kay yeh tazad ka putla kaisay zameen per ALLAH ka bandar ban kar rahay ga. Insan honay ka matlab yeh kay qabliat hotay huye bhi kisi kaam karnay say sirf iss liye baaz rahna kay ALLAH nay manna kia hai. Yehi Khudadaad salahiyat banday ko gunah karnay per uksati hai, woh bay-chan rehta hai kay kiyun ussay iss cheez say baaz rakha gaya? aur yeh jananay ki koshish mein woh gunah kar baithta hai.... issi cheez nay adam ko bhi shajar e mamnooa kay paas janay per uksaya tha aur aaj tak latadad insan na janay kis kis shajar e mamnooa kay paas ja chukay hain.

Jhoot, hirs, dhoka, fasad, insan kashi, khoon raizi, yeh sab insan ki ghutti mein shamil hai. Kahtay hain janwar kay paas aqal  nai hoti, aur farishton ko kisi cheez ki khuwaish nai hoti. Agar insan apni aqal kho day tu woh janwar ban jata hai, aur agar insan apni khuwaish per qabo pa lay tu woh farishta ban jata hai. Lekin meray kahayal mein Insan ka rutba iss liye farishton say behtar hai kiyunkay: Inhein apni janwaron wali khasoosiat, aur khuwaish (Nafs) donon say larna parta hai.

Insan ki zindagi aik mukamal azmaish ka naam hai. Jo apnay ajza mein mujood tazad per qaboo paa laita hai, woh FALAH kay rastay ko paa laita hai.

Mein sirf itna hi kahon ga zindagi mein Docotr, Engineer, Accountant bananay say pehlay INSAN BAN JAEIN....

Kiyun

                                                 کیوں 

                                                                   کیوں یہ فاصلے نہیں مٹتے                                                                کیوں یہ پل نہیں کٹتے
                                                                    کیوں اتنے دور ہو ہم سے                                                          کے چاہ کر بھی نہیں دکھتے
                                                        اک  تمھارے نام کا مندر ہے دل میں
                                           کیوں تم یوں مجھے سرعام نہیں ملتے

                                                                   کیوں چھپاتے ہو محبت کو
                                                 کیوں یہ خط ہمیشہ گم نام ہی ملتے

                                                              لوگ کہتے ہیں تم لا حاصل ہو
                                            کیوں اک بار خود،  ہم سے کہ نہیں دیتے

                                                                                                                                                                                      اسکا تو دیدار ہی قیامت تھا شہباز                                      کیوں  ہو  پھر چھونے کا تکلف کرتے 

ALVIDAAH الوداح

Log kahtay hain kay kisi ko yaad karnay ka taluq waqt say hota hai. Jab taluq naya  hota hai tu log buhut yaad atay hain, phir ahista ahista iss ki shiddat mein kammi ati hai aur phir aik waqt aisa ata hai kay woh taluq hamari yaad ka na tamam hissa ban kar reh jata hai.

   Ab daikho hamey bichray huye  zamanay beet gaye aur yeh خط  likhtay huye tum na janay kitnay dinon baad yad aye ho.
Tum say pehli baar milnay kay baad jo meray dil o dimagh kay sath hua; woh sirf mein hi janta hun. Tum lamha ba lamha yaad atay thay, shor mein khamoshi mein har waqt tumhari awaz kanoon mein رسس gholti thi, phir tum har baat mein yaad atay thay, jaisay tum meray jism ka hissa ho aur har yaad tum say juri جڑی  ho, phir aisa waqt aya kay jab din dhalnay lagta tha aur sham pehlnay lagti thi, jab panchi apnay ashiyanon آشیانوں  ko wapis غول ki surat mein ja rahay hotay thay, soraj zameen say kat kar, paani mein dob raha hota tha, aur nazar dhundla jati thi, Tab Tum buhut yaad atay thay......    Phir raat ko sootay سوتے  waqt, chand say batein kartay huye, har taraf pehlay huye sanaton mein, dor say kahin kisi kay pairon talay  aye آے  huye khizan خزاں  kay patoon ki awaz say mahool mein paida honey wali baychani say Tum buhut yaad atay thay....Lekin phir is mamool mein tabdeeli ayi, tum din kay kisi hissay mein kisi na kisi baat say yaad a jatay thay, Phir tum say juri hui tamam batein khatam ho gayein to.Tum itwar ko yaad atay thay, jaisay koi kaam sara hafta adhoora reh gaya ho aur ussay jan boojh جان بوجھ kar itwar tak latkaya ho. Phir yeh kaam bhi ahista ahista khatam hogaya,Han lekin tum mujhey har maah aik baar tu yaad a hi jatay thay, koi ashna baat, ashna awaz, ashna chehra tumhari yaad dila daita tha, aur phir na janay yeh saray ashna bhi kahan chalay gaye?
Lekin tumhari saal girah mujhey hamesha yaad rehti hai aur uss din mein tumhey dil bhar kar yaad karta hun,Lekin ab tu mujhey tumhari sall griah bhi bhoolni lag gai  گئی   hai, yaad karnay per bhi yaad nai ata kay tum kis din kis maheenay mein paida ہوۓ  thay.......
 Han log theek hi kahtay thay, Ab tu yun lagta hai jaisay tum kabhi milay hi nai thay, aur buhut sochnay per bhi tumhari awaz tumhara chehra, tumhara guftugo karnay ka andaaz yaad nai ata, Tumhari yaad bilkul dhundli hogai hai, jaisay woh sab chand ratein khatam hogai hain aur un panchiyon nay kahin aur baseera kar lia hai, daikho Waqt guzurnay kay sath sath mainay tumhay bhoola dia hai.... Khuda tumhari nayi zindagi ko khushiyon say bhar day
(ameen)
 (nahin yeh sab likhnay mein jitna asan hai utnaاتنا  haqeeqat mein nai, tumharay baghair mein adhoora hun, yun lagta hai jaisay meri rooh ka kuch hisaحصّہ  kaheen peechay buhut door reh gaya hai, aur mur mur kar daikhnay per bhi woh nazar nai ata, lekin tumhari yaad tu ab sans kay sath jur chuki hai, mein tumhay kabhi nai bhool sakta, waqt guzarnay say kabhi piyar ki shiddat mein kami nai hoti, tumharay chalay janay kay baad waqt tham say gaya hai, yaadein- soch waheen ruk gayi hai jaisay yeh ankehin umar bhar kay liye tumharay haseen chehray per markooz ho gai hun aur inhein kuch aur nai dikhai daita, nahin mainey tumhey bhulana ki bohit koshish ki lekin is adhoray wajood kay sath rehna ajheeran hogaya tha. yeh sab kahnay ki batein hain mein tumhey nai BHOLAبھولا  SAKTA سکتا ...... yehi عشق لاحاصل insan ko pagal pan per majboor kar daita hai, yeh batein kiyun tum say ro baro رو برو  nai ho sakteen???)

Senseless

Aaj mein tandoor par kulchon kay tiyar honay ka intezar kar raha tha, kay meray kaan mein aik bachay ki awaz pari. Us nay tanadoor ki taraf dekhtay huay aur uski hidat ko mehsoos kartay huay, waheen nazrein jamaye rakhtey huay apnay baap say poocha,

"papa inkay haath nai jaltay?" 
uskay baap nay isay ghair zaroori sawal samjha kiyun kay iss say uskay bachay ki zehni nash o numa ka koi taaluq nai tha aur na hi yeh baat uskay nisab mein shamil thi. Us nay bay fikari say apnay kandhay uchkatay huay us sawal ko nazar andaaaz kardia......
Lekin us bachay ka sawaal kafi dair tak mujhey pareeshan karta raha, aur akhir kar mein iss nateejay par pooncha kay in no jawanuoon نو جوانون  nay issay apna noshta e taqdeer  نوشتہ  تقدیر (un cheezon ko kahtay hain jo insan kay ikhtiyar say bahir hun)  man lia hai. Aur taqdeer say iss samjhotay kay baad unhain tandoor ki hidat say koi nuqsan nai poonchta. Hum sab ki zindagiyon mein aisay ایسے kai waqiyat ro numa رو نما  hotay hain jin kay baray mein insan siwaye matam kay aur kuch bhi nai kar sakta, humain in halaat kay sath samjhoota kar laina chahiye iss say tanddor ki hiddat tu kam nahin hogi lekin apkay haath nai jalein gay.
ALLAH hum sab ko pareshanion say dor rakhay aur khushian bantnay ki taufeeq ata farmaye (ameen)

Enigmatic

After offering my prayer I should feel proud. I have remembered my Lord in the busy schedule of homework, social networking, entertainment, community service, Sat's preparation & College applications. Yes, i have every right to feel proud because i have escaped from all the plans devised by 'shaitan' for me. It also asks me to deride other 'bay namazis' as they are agents of Shaitan, and their destination is Hell, and mine is Paradise. There should be a spiritual exalt as well.
But i'm baffled. Nothing as such happens to me after worshiping my GOD. I have no idea what happens after saying "ALLAH HO AKBAR", may be i'm totally submitted to HIM. I start feeling of being convicted in HIS court. I'm afraid for committing 'adultery' since i have 'worshiped' objects other than HIM. I put my faith in people, worldly means, capabilities, rights, law, and even ignored HIS calls for meeting. The 'guilty' is sweating because the veil is lifted. I can see the hand fate dealt with those who had gone astray. I can feel the scorching heat of Hell, conflagration, my lips are swelling to the feet, and  branded shoes & wrists bands being replaced by those made from fire. But then  I hear an 'appeasing' remark,"sirat e mustaqeem"O ALLAH show us the right way" then an unseen light illuminates my way, the Light penetrates into my body. It purified my Black soul.
The person who had entered the mosque in haughtiness that 'he is the most virtuous person living on the face of earth'. He is exculpated by THE MERCY of ALLAH. HE forgets as well as i forget, but the difference is that HE forgets my sins, but I forget HIS blessings.
Turn to ALLAH. HE is waiting to forgive you. However, make sure that you are on time because the office of forgiveness is closed for dead people. 

ISS AZADI MEIN KIA RAKHA HAI

Jin logon nay Pakinstan kay liye jaan o maal ki qurbaniyan dien aj woh hum mein shamil nahin. Lekin jis umeed pr un nay aik alag mulk ka mutalba kia tha woh tu shaid aj kahin bhi nazar nahin aati. Na tu yahan ISLAM ka bool bala hai phir Islami Jamhooriat e pakistan mein kia rakha hai?


jahan soch hi ghulamana ho
 wahan jismani azadi mein kia rakha hai

5 saal lan tan aur phir wohi hukmaran
  iss election kay tamashay mein kia rakha hai

nawaz ho imran ho ya zardari hi sadar mera
 is nam kay hair phair mein  kia rakha hai

awam lut gayi hukmarano kay hathon
  ab iss jamhoriat mein kia rakha hai

jahan islam aemal mein shamil hi nahin
us islami jamhooria mein  kia rakha  hai

london ki pali ban gayi dukhtar e mashriq
   aafia kay beti honay mein  kia rakha hai

bhutto aj bhi zinda hai yahan
 karachi kay qatal o aam mein  kia rakha hai

apnay mulk mein drone nahin rukwa saktay
 wahan barma kay muslamanon mein  kia rakha hai

jahan bazaron say avainon tak chor baithay hain
 us QAID kay pakistan mein  kia rakha hai

jinhon nay qaid kardia mohsin e awam ko
 us awam kay iqdar mein kia rakha hai

wohi chehray, wohi asool, rahain gay yahan
 ab tabdeeli kay naroon mein kia rakha  hai

han, na umeedi gunah hai shahbaz
 per iss umeed mein ab kia rakha hai